Journal

These are the writings of myself, about myself, prior to my life. More or less.








Friday, March 23rd, 2012,
Dear Journal,
Why is everyone just now freaking out about the hunger games? I mean, "HELLO!", the book got published a while ago. And seriously, it took the twilight series forever to take off, because I remember a friend of mine doing a project on it in sixth grade. I used to like the twilight books, but it disgusts me that it became mainstream and people started liking the book series for all the wrong reasons. Don't get me wrong, I'm glad the author had the pleasure of turning such a wonderful series into movies, and that's great and all. But you guys ruined all of this a long time ago. Please don't do this with the Hunger Games series. Thank you. chasing.parked.cars.


Thursday, January 19th, 2012,
Dear Journal,
Haven't posted anything in quite a bit, but I'm working on it. Here are some photo edits. 


 Me
 My Brother, Brian
My Friend, Kendall


Monday, December 19th,
Dear Journal,
Winter break has started, but then, I do suppose, for me; Winter has yet to begun. I mean, sure it's cold outside, but that's how it always is in Washington. I wish for it to snow, but I don't really think its going to happen. Inevitably, I'll be alone for most of the break, considering everyone is consumed in their busy life's and I'm no longer a priority. That's how it always is. Lately, I've been feeling rather insecure about my body, because of the comments I receive on a daily basis:
"Oh, you're SO SMALL."
"Oh, you're SO SHORT. Hahahaha."
With the laughter always blaring in my face. I can't get a grip. Its hard to accept it.


Wednesday, December 14th,
Dear Journal,
Sorry, haven't been posting in a while, but this, is mostly because I haven't anything to write lately. But perhaps inspiration may arise from recent heartbreak, loneliness, nostalgia, and amnesia. Since the past month, I've been having terrible headaches, weakness, and memory loss. I've always had a great memory, but now, I can't seem to remember something that happened nearly five minutes ago. I would wake up, and not remember anything from the day before, with the exception of few, small, important details. Its entrancing to me to find like something of this nature has occurred to me. I feel, well, bizarre, for lack of a better word..  chasing.parked.cars.


Saturday, November 5th,
Dear Journal,
Had a great time at open mic yesterday. Its going to be difficult, but I'm going to try to learn to play guitar. At least some simple chords, so I can have good instrumentals to my originals, which I don't, as of now. Plus, I lost ALL my music, and because of my constant busy life, and moving around from place to place,  I forgot them. And so now, I'm determined to be more focused on my music making, so I can eventually play locally, and hopefully, get signed. chasing.parked.cars.


Friday, November 4th,
Dear Journal,
I don't have anyone at home to talk to, and you don't have anything to do, so I'll spend my Christmas with you. I miss you, Tyson. Talk to me soon. chasing.parked.cars.


Wednesday, November 2nd,
Dear Journal,
Added a facebook page for the blog. Finishing up some drafts, its been a long week! chasing.parked.cars.


Friday, October 28th,
Dear Journal,
I've been ill for nearly a week now, and according to the doctor, I have some sort of virus. But coming from me, you must believe, the symptoms aren't any fun. Headaches, nausea, stomachache,  throbbing and red throat, can't breathe, or hear very well, insanely hot or cold, and I can't swallow even my own saliva without being in pain. I officially despise everything. Might make a Q&A page. chasing.parked.cars, 


Saturday, October 22nd,
Dear Journal,
Shut up! No, you shut up! What the hell is going on? How can you do such a thing as to even THINK of something like that? What!? Of course I'm mad. I'm sorry, let's start over, how about a clean slate? Would you like that? Hi, My name is Logan. Wait, I'm sorry, I lied. Its Michael. I do apologize for the constant lying, its something I tend to do with strangers. That was also, a lie. You know why? Because I never lie. I'm an honest son of a bitch. Stick that in your juice box and suck it. Honesty: Its something that most people don't notice, some bug, that flies by your car, not even hitting the windshield. Therefor, it is unacknowledged. With me, I prefer not to lie, because then I don't have to keep tabs on my lies. I don't have to make a list, I don't have to keep mental track of who I've lied to, and about what. It inevitably becomes this huge old piece of text in the children's book. Its obvious. The author made it that way, the liar, that is. So here's what you have, who took the cookie from the cookie jar? Let us think of it this way: You can lie, and say it wasn't you, blame it on somebody else; OR you can tell the truth, and feel great about doing the right thing, and the punishment won't be that bad. At the most, you'll get a warning. Ha, its funny to me how people can do such a thing, commit such a devious and selfish act. So all in all, to sum it up, I'd say one thing. Like my Dad says, you have to sleep with yourself at night, wouldn't you like to be comfortable with that? That's what I thought. So be honest, for the sake of everyone else. chasing.parked.cars.


Tuesday, October 18th,
Dear Journal,
Made an account on ABCtales.com, its supposed to be a creative writing site. Its real interesting, and I thoroughly enjoy it. People read and critique my writings, its lovely. :) chasing.parked.cars.


Sunday, October 16th,
Dear Journal,
Haven't enrolled quite yet, but we're getting close. Got the nose pierced, blue stud. We're getting my lip done sometime this week, getting "horseshoe" snakebites. So excited. It actually didn't hurt at all. Life is wonderful here at my Dad's. Just like I expected, everything is great eventually. I made the right decision by moving here. I'm ecstatic for the future. :) chasing.parked.cars.


Tuesday, October 11th,
Dear Journal,
Falling behind in school, haven't been able to pay attention considering I've been too busy focused on my personal issues dealt with in my head. Its a scary thought, to know the judgment is being passed around quicker than the blink of an eye. But yet, here I am, moved into my father's. Moving to Olympic High School. This is interesting, how quick life always transitions, and it doing so, it saves me the distinguished, distasteful feelings left under my tongue. I bid thee farewell. chasing.parked.cars.
  


Monday, September 19th,
Dear Journal,
School has been going on for a couple weeks now. Aside from the homework, I'd have to say that I actually enjoy it. The people are intriguing. The relationship is doing fine, we're past our one month mark, hooray! Schoolwise, I'm falling behind a little bit, trying to get into the routine. Can't afford the second choir class so it seems I'm going to have to drop out, unfortunately. Missing my babygirl like crazy. Met some interesting people lately, they're defintely going to be a big part of my life. chasing.parked.cars.




Thursday, September 1st,
Dear Journal,
Again, because I haven't checked in for a while, a great deal of things has been going on. I went to my school's orientation, which has sort of bestowed me an anxious feeling. We're getting school supplies on the sixth, cause that's when the disability checks come in. I've been seeing my girl a lot lately, and have found out more things about her, that aren't necessarily good things, but rather parts of a relationship that show we're strong enough to pull through and except. Its almost as if there are special conditions now. We made a bet, that if I watched "The Ring", then I could always read anything she has ever written or will write in the future. I won, lucky for me! I'm losing followers on twitter! GAH. Oh well. I'll find some way to get more. Over 400 pageviews, wooooohooo! Lucky me, again. I'm thinking of directing/being an actor, in a movie I'm going to be making. I just need a camera now. As soon as I get some ideas, I'll be posting scenes from the screenplay. Later! chasing.parked.cars.




Tuesday, August 23rd,
Dear Journal,
So much has been going on. My relationship is becoming more and more developed each day, it seems life is really turning around for me. I've been writing some really good songs lately, which I will have all recorded eventually. Sorry that music hasn't really been posted yet. I'm trying to get it all written first, so I can constantly record and post, so for now, the music tab will remain, for the most part, vacant. But yeah, life is great, and school is started soon, I'm excited! I get to be a sophomore, (: chasing.parked.cars.





Tuesday, August 16th
Dear Journal,
Wow. A lot today. Went beach combing for cool rocks and broken glass bottle pieces. It was intriguing. Went swimming for a couple hours too! I'm glad to get out of the house. Im seeing her for three days in a row. (: I've been listening to "Northern Downpour" all day. Or, mostly just this hour. It is enchanting, farewell. chasing.parked.cars.




Monday, August 15th
Dear Journal,
Sorry guys. It's been a week since I've posted anything. But so much has happened. First of all, I bashed my face falling down a tree on the Sunday after last week's post. But that's healed now. And guess what? Black hair, blue eyes, she's all mine. (: That's right, and I'm dandier than a dandelion. I've been seeing her so much. Also, I've been reading quite as lot lately, and it's been giving me the itching to write, so be expecting more short stories and writings. And, I've been on a songwriting streak, so be expected more to show up on the music page sometime soon. chasing.parked.cars.




Monday, August 8th
Dear Journal, 
Haven't fallen asleep. Too busy occupying my time with listening to all of Adam Young (Owl City) side projects, such as Aquarium, or The Perfect Theory. I've been watching the dogs all morning, and they haven't necessarily behaved very well, but they are alright and they're sleeping now. It's weird, my page views have gone up dramatically, as well as my followers on twitter. I had 16 yesterday, and now I have 25. And also, people are promoting my music on there. This is all so crazy, I don't even know what's going on. And this is just the beginning. Trust me, I'll be adding lots more music later. Actually, I think I might record a song today. chasing.parked.cars.


Sunday, August 7th
Dear Journal,
Things have slowed down. Nothing is really all that hectic anymore. Things have calmed, and so have the dogs. Somehow the cat got more fat. He must've eaten a mouse or something. Which I don't understand really how that could've happened. It's really sunny outside today so I want to go swimming perchance, given the opportunity to use my new goggles. That would be nice. It seems only on the days that I'm not going outside, that its sunny. Strange. Breakfast is just now being made.. Its 6:54 pm. I woke up at around 3 pm. Haha. School is going to start soon. I hate that. I don't like school, especially when my summer is just starting to get fun. Oh well. Catch you later, I'm going to eat my late breakfast. chasing.parked.cars.